Niver Loass Hairt
Author: Charlie Gillen
Date: 2001
Source: Ullans: The Magazine for Ulster-Scots, Nummer 8 Hairst 2001
Charlie Gillen

Mae fether dee’t whun I wus ten, I dinnae unnerstan’,
It wus young tae be a wain nae mair, an hard tae be a man
I dinnae know hoo much I loast, I mebbae dinnae still,
But life for me for mony years, gane steady doon the hill.
Fae mad tae sane a wheen o’ years a totter’t on the brink,
At fifteen years I got a job an’ loast maesel tae drink,
Aw! naw nae social drinker me, I hid maesel away
An in the courage drink afford’t I got by day by day.
Sae I drunk tae dull mae senses, an I drunk tae bring me roon,
An’ whut I coodnae see aff coorse, it wus maesel that I lut doon,
An whuniver I wus drunk eneuch, I cud nether see nor feel
An whun iver I wus sober, the wurl wus hard an real.
Some’dy caught mae slidin’ as I near’t the gates o’ hell,
I think it wus mae fether, but I coodnae really tell,
That vision shuk mae, waken’t me an’ an tuk me by the han,
“Come on an mak mae proud o’ ye, come on an be a man.”
Fae that tae this I tried mae best, aye, mony times I slipp’t,
But that erm that led mae bak tae life, wud catch mae whun I tripp’t,
An’ I someway know whun I go wrang, he’ll be there tae put mae richt
An if I’m in the tunnel noo, at the en’ o’t is a licht.
Sae I write mae rhymes o’ ouler times, whun he left mae here at ten,
An whiles I think mae fether is steerin’ thon oul pen,
An whether I mak ye lach or greet, I want tae mak ye think,
That some’dy oot there loves ye, nae odds hoo low ye sink.
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